Today is a boring day. working as usual, being in office. well this week, the task to do was put on hold as my stock have not arrive yet. is good to feel relax, doing nothing, but too free, too relax, maybe a little too sian… i just felt that if there is something for me to do now, that will be great, instead of stoning and thinking of what to do. is just like too much energy and too little activities. the energy level is going to overload load soooonn.
i am done with my exam 2 weeks ago, comes to think of it, i really find studying enjoyable. i know most people don’t agree. but i felt that it is the most relax things to do. all you have to worry is you results. how i hope i can be a full time student and enjoy school life. i guess this is not likely anymore. nothing much that i can do now. somethings that is almost impossible to return back to the originial point.
A moment of blood lust. what does it sound like, a period where you wanted blood so badly.. sounds bad. when you turn into blood lust mode, you won’t care about anything at all, what you want is to achieve you goal right infornt of you. even to the extent of getting other hurt. maybe i am watching too much anime, can a person really turn into that mode, without knowing what he is doing, as in he can’t remember what was done??? i guess maybe. that if…………
coming to an end of the year, lots of gathering awaiting for me to attend. sound so fun, haven met up with some of them already. it should be a good event.
