its holiday today and i am suppose to do self study. i really do not have the mood to do it. i really don’t like this feeling. it gave me the feeling that, there is no meaning at all in whatever you do. seem like nothing matters anymore. maybe i am just bored. maybe i am thinking too much. times goes off bit by bit, nothing you do can stop it, nothing you do will reverse it. all you have to do is to keep up with it. this is the worst fact of live.
yesterday, went for basketball in the morning. its a every sunday thing. i always wants to play basketball, becuase i love this game. it let me feels like i am in control and i am ever growing. i like to face strong opponents, it gave me a sense of why i am playing this game. well, i never learn to limit myself, always get myself injuried, wear off. just yesterday i got my left leg and left arm hurt alittle. i am really not treating myself well. always go overboard. maybe i am just haviung too much passion in this game.
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