The memories that will never fade…

Theme song for the movie “Secret”

The cold coffee leaves the coaster
I hold my feelings very far back

I work hard wanting to get the past back
You can still see it as always clearly on my face

The most beautiful thing wasn’t the rainy day
It was the eaves that you and I once took shelter under from the rain

The images of our memories
As I’m swinging on the swing
The dream starts to not be sweet

You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Why go changing
The time that has already been missed

You use your fingertip
To stop me from saying goodbye
I imagine you by my side
Before I completely lose you

You say gradually let go of love
Then you will walk farther
Perhaps the lot of fate
Only let us meet

Only let us love each other
For this one season of autumn
I only discover after they float down
The fragments of this happiness
How am I going to pick them up?

this week rather busy in camp. lots and lots of paper work to be done. the office phone never seem to stop ringing. job never seem to be finish. i could spend the whole day in the office doing my report till 11pm for some days. there are more to come. this is just the beginning. i still have to take care of problem child being send to my branch. like people with serious depression who has the thought suiciding. parents called me to ask about their well being of their son. hey man, am i running a child care center???? in this man power branch, my boss told us that ” we make love, not war ” that means that the welfare of everyone in this battalion is my concern. as for me i will phase it this way, your welfare is my concern. haha..

this Friday, one of my clerk ORD. so GOOD!!! went out to eat with my branch people to celebrate. went to east coast langoon food center to eat. after that actually wanted to watch movie, the show alone. but but no timing. too bad. well they still watch movie, mid night show lor. i did’t watch, went to meet km and galvin to play mahjong. talk cock sing song. every book out i think i sleep less hours than i sleep in camp. don’t know why, just don’t want to sleep. weekend seem so busy yet not. i also don’t understand what i am saying. hehe..

last night went to play basketball with galvin. that feeling was good. the feeling of having that speed and flying. after that headed home. went to the bus-stop, but i did’t took a bus. instead i walk home from tampines. i just have the mood to walk. still thinking of playing basketball. that sport is just like drug. so addictive. okay la… stay till then for the next post. not the same time but the same page. heh..

a new movie of jay. coming soon. the new song 不能說的秘密, super nice!!!

now that i had completed my GUARDS conversion course, i am officially an GUARDS officer. haha. feeling so great. the khaki beret is hard to earn. i just feel so proud to put that beret on,  really earn it by hard. so glad that the course is over. remembering that when the course just started i felt so depress, but now it is over.

got my new posting. 3 GUARDS DyS1, manpower officer.

thinking back, just felt that i had been through alot in the army,  so many things that happened. these are memories that will stay. words are just not enough to describe it.