The memories that will never fade…

once again book out… today had pre oversea steamboat lunch in camp. actually today just a waste of time in camp. just had to fill up some of the missing admin stuff only. well wed 4.30 am going to leave singapore liao.. had this strange feeling. i don’t how to describe it. 21 days in taiwan, say long not long , say short also not short. i just know that in a moment the training will be over. there are some live rounds training. platoon and company live firing. hope that my friend don’t shoot me..haha… sound dangerous.. hmm.. by the time i come back new year will be around the coner. this will be the last post before i leave…. the next post will be long long time later…… when all the dust are collected here….

Heart Rain

Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) (周杰伦)
Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山) (方文山)

The green leaves of the oak tree
The white bamboo fence
She, who really wants to tell me
It is like a painting here
The Christmas card from last year
The scraggly beard in the mirror
The picture begins to not have her
I’m still pretending to be the fool
You said you would make scented tea for me
Learn how to lay knives and forks down
The student dormitory, the deserted home
I’m waiting by the phone
Yet she doesn’t come

The rain in my heart downpours
Still it cannot wet her hair
The tear corona opens the feeling of missing you on the postcard
That sadness in fact does not have any time difference
The rain in my heart downpours
Still it cannot drench her
The cold wind has already passed the branches in the courtyard
And it has cooled down the fresh flowers in my hand

yesterday went to eve’s party.. well it was quite happening. saw some of my working friends over there. really long long time never see them ever since i enter army. at the end of her party, helped to tear down the system. then we all went to bedok 85 to had supper. slack there for quite a while. zam is funny la, he order food auntie don’t understand, at the end he had to point here and there. for example, carrot cake he want black one, auntie pointed at the uncle white shirt and then zam say no no, then he point something else. after that we all headed home. without much sleep i had to head for camp for duty …i am so unlucky, why always kena weekend duty. so unfair to me. people got extar do week day then my normal duty do weekend, what is this. feel so piss off. the more i say the more angry i am. forget it la. duty is so boring. i don’t know what can i do. the reason of me being is just to be there for show. haiz… taiwan training is nearing. i am going off on wed early morning. just hope that i will be fine there.

the super power sentence that after you read, u will feel it. here it goes…

Said alsos don’t listen
Listen also don’t understand
Don’t understand also don’t ask
Ask also don’t do
Do also do wrong
Wrong also don’t admit
Admit also don’t correct
Correct also not happy
Not happy also don’t ask

the past week in camp was not really good. training with a sick body. upon the end of the week i was feel much much better. friday had ops planning for 10hrs over the night till sat 6am. rest for about 4hrs then went for guard duty, how sian can the week be. till sun morning then finish duty. althought feeling very tired, i went to meet eddie and henry to play basketball. i was so louzy, don’t know is i not enough sleep or never play for long le. in the afternoon, met noel to watch death note at bedok princess. that show was quite confusing but still manage to understand what is going on. actually wanted to ask the rest to join us for show, but they have seen that show le. after that saw yuan zhang at bedok interchange waiting for jh, well i think they plan nicely till  just nice we finish we all can meet. there are noel , jc, jh,yz, eugene plus me. we then went to orchard and had our dinner. actually we quite bo liao, been slacking everywhere. at times i really feel tired, but still i pull through. joined the count down at marina square. saw the fire works. it was so nice. wahooo!!!  then we went to PS by foot, to watch movie. we watched cursed of the golden flower. indeed the show was quite nice. at some part of the movie it looks quite funny. haha..well one more thing is that something never seem to stop bounding throughout the show.. oppsss… :p after that took a cab home.

Chrysanthemum Flower Bed

Composer: Jay Chou (周杰倫) (周杰伦)
Lyricist: Vincent Fang (方文山) (方文山)

The light from
Your tears
Carries a bit of hurt in the delicateness
The deathly pale curved moon
Hooked to the past
The night
Is too long
Forming into frost
Who is in the attic?
The ice-cold hopelessness
The rain
Lightly rebounds off
The vermilion red window
My whole life on the paper
Has been blown into a mess by the wind
The dream
Is in the distance
Changes into a trace of fragrance
With the wind dispersing
Your appearance

The chrysanthemum flower is ruined
Hurt all over the ground
Your smile has already turned yellow
The flowers fall, people are heartbroken
My worries quietly dripping
The north wind is disorderly
The night is not finished yet
Your shadow cannot be cut
Leaving me with loneliness
On the surface of the lake
Becoming a couple

The flower
It is already night fall
Floating downwards glittering
Languishing in the way of the world
Fate cannot bear
Sad
Don’t cross the river
Heart and Autumn broken into two halves
I’m scared you can’t get to shore
Faltering for a lifetime
Whose
Country?
The sound of horse’s hooves is hysterical
I’m wearing martial attire
Roaring with the convulsions of nature
The sky
Is slightly light
You softly sigh
Melancholy in one night
Such suave and moving

The chrysanthemum flower is ruined
Hurt all over the ground
Your smile has already turned yellow
The flowers fall, people are heartbroken
My worries quietly dripping
The north wind is disorderly
The night is not finished yet
Your shadow cannot be cut
Leaving me with loneliness
On the surface of the lake
Becoming a couple